I'm doing pretty well I think. I didn't acknowledge the anniversary, which I see as a 180 in H's view. I'm sure he expected something. His BD is next Mon and I decided not to send a card and probably won't send a text either. I dropped off some mail today to him, and he was on the phone at work so it was just a wave hello and adios. I am feeling stronger these last couple weeks. I'm going to be just fine. More than fine. I'm going to thrive! With or without him.
I bought tickets for a Jackson Browne concert at Red Rocks in two weeks. So excited!! I've never been to RR, and love JB music.. so it's a perfect combo. Going with my male buddy. Yeah, not ready either... but the compliments are very nice. I decided I need to just have fun and stop overthinking everything. It's in God's hands and if he wants us back together, he'll make it happen.
