WAW - Very confused and devastated - pt 11

[Dia]

For the record, I filed in the heat of hurt and anger over my H's affair. If I had it to do over, I'd have waited at least 3 months before I filed, and while I might have gone to my mother's for awhile to clear my head, I wouldn't have up and left for good.

That said - I feel where you're at. Been there, done that and sometimes, even 2 yrs later, it still hurts.