my last thread

[sage]

ok, ok, ok...so some things are different..(ok a lot is different than during our seperation) and perhaps part of the reason that things aren't so extremely different is that h never really was all that gone to begin with and it was me that pushed him away so therefore I am the one who is different.

LL -- I don't thinks it's nutty that a phone call from h, etc. can brighten your mood...it I thought that that was ALL you relied on, yah, I'd be worried...but, hon, you've grown SO much -- least since I first starting reading you --

Tal did a great job of listing the "differences" on her thread -- maybe getting those things into black and white would help you, too?

Sage