Drawing a line and grabbing the seeds!

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Update;

Dad is felling ok considering but I see him really giving up and just lying in bed most of the day. This is really sad because it's not him. He was always on the go and he could still do some things but doesn't. Makes me sad...

I get to spend time helping mom and dad out now because I lost my job last week. What timing eh? Lemonade out of lemons right?

Drama continues with XGF, I don't contact her and after about a week she seems to always text me. This happended again and she starts off friendly but it always goes down from there. Even if I don't respond she gets nasty about that. Yesterday this happended and she got very personal and mean after I tried to be lighthearted and funny. The texting crap sucks, I wish she would just talk to me if she had things to say. So I check mail today and theres a card from her. I'm guessing from the past few days, no postmark. It blathers on about how she once felt but I ruined it and now we would be better off as friends, blah blah blah. Ironic considering I called her out on that in texts yesterday. I said friends of course, but now she had to look at herself and ask if she has been acting like a friend. Guess that's what made her mad... hehe!

On the XW front, she called me while I was racing on saturday asking the name of my realtor. She said her BF needs to buy some property, glad I can keep facilitating...cough cough. I gave her the name and said i'd call back because of racing. The next day I called and left a message to which I still haven't heard.

I keep plugging along I just wish I knew a bit about the future!

cire