Thanks guys, Lan my path looks like...sh$t now, dark and lonely...
So the story: yes did change the passwords and security questions. I made my own question : how many times did your H cheat on you. the answer is not in numbers...
He met with our best woman today. Regrets, remorse, guilt, he destroyed the most important R in his life, he was caught in a web of lies, he couldnt stop, I got him to the point that he almost admitted his A but couldnt take the consequences. His kids are above all, he could never separate me and the kids. He was hoping she would end before I would give up and THEN he would work on us. At that point my friend told him he is s selfish bastard, keeping me in lies and eating his cake...
He said he cant say anything about my emails. That he is the last person to judge and that he only read a few and forwarded some to his account to read later. (erased them already LOL) he said he will never use/mention this because it is none of his business.
So, no real answers. He wants to manage to have an R with me for the kids and wishes he can earn my trust again. He will give me the divorce but wants to wait a month so that I calm down.
He agrees to reevaluate money. He doesnt think highly of her and thinks the world of me (yeah right!)... They havent spoken with her since she went to his house.
All and all :BULLSH$T!!!! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR I dont feel better damn it!!!! How can I feel "right" again? K
