In Limbo

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These are things that definitely keep you going. Knowing there are others going through the same pain that you are and gaining stregth from others. Everyday you get a bit stronger, then there will be something that will knock you back. As you will see in the letter my W sent to her friends about me. She doesn't know that I have seen the letter she sent. But it is those things that can just shake you to the core. It hurts when your wife or your husband says they don't love you. You think, what is wrong with me. It isn't us. It is them. We can't fix them. There is nothing I can say or do to accept work on me. This is easy to say, but it is pain the that is horrible. I like to call it "The Great Saddenss" not only for me, but our sons. She has no idea how this will truly affect them. But you, me all of us have to go home and act happy. Like we are getting on with our lives. And you hope for the day our spouses come home and say "my god what have I done." But you know deep down it hurts every day. I thank you for your prayers. I thank you for your support. I hope your husband figures it out as well. Right now the love for our spouses has to be enough for both of them. I will pray for strength for you and the well being of your daughter.