K4D Rising #4

[K4D]

If at the very least, answer this...can you treat your W with compassion? Which means, can you see things through her eyes right now? Imagine if you were her and you saw you doing and hearing all of the things you were saying to her from her point of view. Can you do that?

Yes. I can see things from her point of view. I don't agree spiritually that it is the way to handle things by going off with someone else. But I can see how I have screwed up enough to make her think twice about me which is why I am in such a deep hole that I have to dig myself out of now.

I know she does not see eye to eye with me. I know I have to change my actions completely. Do a complete 180 and then hope and pray for the best. I am trying to do that with her. And other than that stupid drunken state I was in when we argued and of course the other night, I had been doing better at times with her. But now I have to really step it up permanently.

And that post was just one I had read today. I try to read a couple each day from the rejoice ministries site. I have to go there to get any kind of boost of hope at times.

Kevin