Thanks MD and Kevin! That's what I'm trying to do just let God take over, well that's really what I gave to God because I have no way and don't want to control H.
I just hate watching our D and my S suffer from all of this!
Mac, you are so right and I have to keep that in mind! H has NO idea why he is doing what he is doing. He would even say one thing at the hearing last monday for child support for our D and then turn around and say something totally different! He wasn't making any sense and he was so angry! This depression thing is really hard on a whole family!!! If his parents didn't get involved I really believe he would have seeked help sooner and have come home. But they are pro-divorce! And to think they said I was the best thing that ever happened to him just a year ago! But then again I guess with the lies he told them so he wouldn't look like the bad guy by leaving his family, blood is thicker than water.
