K4D Rising #4

[K4D]

I am going to AA. I went again last night. I can't just leave work and go.

25, you being catholic know D is not an option in the church.

Prayers do work. You just have to be patient and do the work on yourself while you continue to pray.

Maybe I do have an addictive personality. I don't want to be alone for the rest of my life. If finding someone else were an option in the church, I would probably do it. But it is not. And I do love my W. So I do pray for our restoration.

I am going to have some opportunities to put my best foot forward again coming up. I am going clothes shopping with her. And she wants me and the kids to come over for breakfast the first day of school so we can take them together. There are 2 opportunities right there to put a good foot forward. Not all hope is lost. It is just the current circumstances are bad. It can be turned around with time and work and prayer. Perhaps a long time. But nothing is hopeless through God. I refuse to believe that. For some people it takes years for God to work on them. There has been a lot of damage done that will not be healed anytime soon. But things can change in the future. It just may be a long road to that future.

Nothing is impossible. It is just bleak right now.

Kevin