Angry: I am angry because she has not been completely honest/deceptive with me.
Hurt/Distraught: When the one you love wants to walk away, it hurts (there is no way around it - is there?)
Confused: She tells me that I am her best friend. I am a great father. A great husband. Very good lover (she told me this last night). There is nothing more that I can do to make our relationship better. Yet she still wants to walk away. What gives?
Anxious: My life has been turned upside down. I am anxious that I can't make it through this with my sanity and still be a person I can be proud of. I am afraid that I won't be able to be the father I want to be. And won't be able to build the loving family that I have dreamt of my entire life.