I dont care. I had told him anyway. And I dint have an affair John... Still he sounded like he had a weapon in his hand and I wish he didnt. But I am not worried. He also saw the way this was addressed by all involved. But he did sound surprised. He always took me for granted and being loved by someone else ws no ption for me in his head. I am not going to justify/aplogise or anything similar. On the contrary, I can now tell him I hold him responsible for loosing a man that I was deeply in love with, and forgive me if that sounds corny...
BTW, he forwarded to his account emails from Jeff and yourself sending me virtual hugs... Maybe he wants to prove I was all over the place with lovers acrooss the world...
