Just been to therapist. She had all sorts of direct things to say about H like:
-he is totally selfish -he is very rigid, narrow in his outlook -he may never come out of this -why did I marry him -he is really crazy right now so I better be VERY careful while around him -I was very enmeshed with him but have become hugely detached in the past few weeks
Everything that she said is SCRIPT MLC.....Except for ONE thing....
Why did you marry him ?
Why did you ?
Ever think that the reason God allowed you to love him is because he knew that YOU were the one strong enough to love him through this rough time in his life ?
Question for ya.....If you had a dog, a great dog, loving and loyal, always by your side for fifteen years....and one day, he bit you....
Would that make him a bad dog his whole life ?
Or just that one moment ?
Originally Posted By: Fallgirl
She is concerned that he might actually physically attack me in the next couple of week. My plan is just to lie low, stay calm, hold a calm fort here for me and the kids.
Good plan.....
Originally Posted By: Fallgirl
I know my anxiety factor has been a trigger for his anger. I can feel that bubbling away in me all the time. I know he`s angling for a way to get at me.
That is because YOU have taken away all of his buttons to push to make you angry and justify his madness......
Stay the course FG......You are handling things really great...
