cant believe i am moving tomorrow, still so much to pack and go through, its crazy. guess i will tell h that im moving tomorrow and that he can get his things after that.
so weird that this is what its come to, where i wont even let him in the house until im gone...never thought it would be this way. im ok with it.
its amazing how almost overnight i went from wanting him back to leaving my wedding band off and wanting to meet someone else.
im thinking it wasnt so overnight. im thinking it was such a process that didnt hit me until i was finally at the fully moved on point.
me: 31 H:29 Son:5 m:8 years in november t:10 years first bomb: 10/06 moved home: 3/08 out again 5/08 ow bomb: 4/08, since summer 06 d filed:6/08, on hold 6/08 moved home:3/09 out again 5/09