cant believe i am moving tomorrow, still so much to pack and go through, its crazy. guess i will tell h that im moving tomorrow and that he can get his things after that.

so weird that this is what its come to, where i wont even let him in the house until im gone...never thought it would be this way. im ok with it.

its amazing how almost overnight i went from wanting him back to leaving my wedding band off and wanting to meet someone else.

im thinking it wasnt so overnight. im thinking it was such a process that didnt hit me until i was finally at the fully moved on point.


me: 31
H:29
Son:5
m:8 years in november
t:10 years
first bomb: 10/06
moved home: 3/08 out again 5/08
ow bomb: 4/08, since summer 06
d filed:6/08, on hold 6/08
moved home:3/09 out again 5/09