Just dropping by your new "Cathouse" to see how you are.
I was just reading and thinking how similar our situations are. That almost every boundary I have set has been followed, except for the really hard ones, the ones that aren't really boundries, but seem more like ultimatums to her.
The looking for an apartment and a different job. Those are the ones that get the "blank" stares off into space.
I think that some of my questions produce a chemical in her brain that sends signals to a satelite, that bounces a signal off of the cell towers, through her phone,( which is sewn into her hand ) back into her brain and causes a log jam of reality, which in turn locks up her sense of morality, and rational thought, thus causing a system overload and having to reboot....
I don't think I have read this from you before, but at least with me....Her anger is almost gone....And all that is left is an empty shell.
Don't misunderstand me, she is still in there, but she seems content with things, and to be honest ?
I have seen more sign of her being in there the last two months , than in the previous two years.
But the MLC force is strong in her Luke...I feel it...
Patience Cat....That is all we can do for now...
You know, Two years ago, if someone would have told me that I was this strong to go through this, I would have told them there is NO WAY .....
But one day at a time, one step at a time....sometimes minute by minute....I came through this.
A better and stronger me now....The person I lost over the years...
