Thanks PNT (and hey I thought we changed your name to pheonix in bloom?),
as is typcially the case after I come here and ramble out a bunch of poor me h doesn't care thoughts my phone rings. I'll admit that I was still feeling a little pissy so I didn't answer the phone, but listening to his message cheered me up. I love the ones that start " hey you, it's me" rather than "hey guys" so I called him back after a few min and chatted.
I guess I have to keep practicing telling myself to shut up whenever I let thoughts of ow or h being deceptive cross my mind. I can't always rely on h leaving a cheery message to put me in a better moood (btw he also said in his message that he's freezing his tooshies off, what kinda man uses the word tooshie? too cute)
making h some chili, he was pretty siked to hear that. I most often make it on yucky weather days. that and my chicken soup are fast fav's of h's, he's even talked about my soup to buddie (they have weird conversations, they've been friends since they were little) h claiming my soup to be the best, buddie saying "she makes soup" guess buddies w isn't the domestic type...aint my h lucky he's got the whole package. (ok I know, I know, don't toot your own horn but aint that what pma is all about?)
