H has just called me, BIGGEST SURPRISE ON EARTH, hasn't rung me on my mobile to talk in weeks and weeks.
Asked how I was feeling, showing more concerned about me, saying he will drive the estate before he leaves for work of a morning to have a look around, telling me to keep the car door locked when I drive out of the garage in the mornings, it was the H of old that called me just then. Made me want to cry when I thought of how tender he once was toward me. Can't lose sight of the fact that he doesn't want to be with me now though.
