I have been sitting reading and re-reading many peoples threads and just absorbing.
Today I will buy a notebook and begin to write down my feelings, what I want from life from hereon in and what I will do to bring this life that I want about for me.
Had a look at a house to rent today, I wouldn't want my worst enemy to live in it, have to keep searching - I think that has affected my mood today as well, crappy, crappy day.