Thanks for the link. I can get free legal LL/tenant legal advice if I go downtown. I'm sure it's some form of he##, but I'm going to try to go tomorrow.
To protect myself I am going to video my belongings and keep tape at work. Tomorrow I'm going to have a locksmith over to install a good lock to the downstairs door. The upstairs door is an illegal dwelling entrance hollow core door with no lock so adding a lock will not really make it safe. I thought about installing a metal door, but opted for a free idea - I'm going to move a heavy bookshelf in front of door and then just use the downstairs entrance. That will make me feel a little safer.
My older dog is a punk and my german shepherd is a puppy so her guarding instincts aren't active yet. I thoght I may text LL that she should give me a head's up if workers come for repairs because I have an aggressive rottweiller in the apartment. Just in case she's thinking of sending some roughnecks over. I may be going too far, I am losing my cool. Wish I really did have an aggressive rotti or pit in here!
What would make me feel the most secure is having my BF in the house. He came and went all throughout the day and he's pretty tough. I wouldn't be having these worries if he were around. But for some reason, this is my lonely battle.
I'm sending my daughter home to Mn. for a wk to see family. We were supposed to go together, but I have to stay behind and continue the house hunting. She's doing great in spite of all the stress in the house. She thinks it's exciting and she keeps telling me things happen for a reason. (That's my girl!) But I'm really glad she can go have some fun away from this pressure and my nerves. I do feel better when she's home cuz I feel it keeps the house safer if someone's here and she can call if anything goes on. I'll be losing my sentinal. But she is in the line of fire here if anything weird does happen, so of course I ultimately will be relieved that she's out of the picture.
Maybe I should start taking the train to work and leave my car parked outside with the tv on. I am getting paranoid, but I don't think it's outside the realm of possibility that LL will send the henchmen in.
Also considered either going to police to document the threats, which may keep her at bay. Or.. offer an olive branch, like I'm only trying to help her fix her bldg and want to cooperate fully blah blah blah.

Wish I could spend 10 minutes in Mark's safe embrace. I think it would really calm me down. And some stress relieving sex would be quite welcome about now too. But that is just floating thoughts since I'm in nc.
Did you ever wonder if you think about your ex hard enough that the thoughts or feelings somehow reach them and they'll think of you too? Meanwhile, as I'm trying to teleport some emotion to him, he's probably out shooting pool & having beers & laughs with his buds. Big sigh.