DID XH M OW or not??

[peacetoday]

Thanks kevin and BM
I like what your Therapist said
it is a language we may never really understand

xh calls

He said credit card companies calling his new wife
he wondered how they got her number??
and how they knew he was remarried

I said I dont know-- maybe they got it the same way they got mine theu the cell phone bill
he said someone must have told them as there is NO record of M

well I said im sorry for his problem and said you are M so they find these things out
he said IM not M??

IM sure he M her

I just need to find a way to let him go
to let the hurt go
like you said BM It is a language I do not GET and maybe never will but time has healed me some and I want to walk from here happy and not bitter and resentful
but I still am -it comes up again to show me Im not fully in acceptance yet, so I will have to give me more time and not be angry at myself for not being done yat
peace