h off to miami for the weekend with buddie to watch the pats play.

woke me early in the am to say goodbye and ILY!!


I called him when I woke to appologize if I had been grumpy (son woke as he was leaving 4am ish) and my cold has settled in my ear leaving me pretty deaf with a metalic echo (very odd) he sounded pretty sad for someone who was going away for a weekend..

I told him not to feel guilty and that wasn't the reason for my call...

h said he doesn't like leaving us he already misses me and the kids.

h called back upon ariving to the airport.

h called back again while sitting on the runway preparing for takeoff.

h said he'd call again when he lands.

let's hope the pats can win sunday...last nights sox game was pretty dissapointing especially since I've watched all of them with h. after the game last night h hugged me and praised me for doing such a good job hanging in there watching the games and kinda laughed a bit at my dissapointment at the loss (guess it's one thing for him to care but another for me to be using lamaze breathing to get through stressfull innnings)

I'll miss him...the kids'll miss him but perhaps this will be yet another example for us as to how far we've come.

LL