How much encouragement do you require? What kind of sign do you need to see before you can feel sure that it is safe to breathe easy? You seem to be looking for some full, final confirmation of a recent success. Each time you see a small, potentially significant piece of possible proof, you want to subject it to a battery of harsh tests. In the process of doing this, you are effectively rejecting re-assurance. Save yourself unnecessary heartache and headache. Trust what looks good. It is good! And success now, is about THAT simple.
Well, after last night, I was high, and then this morning I started the "doubt" game. thank God Kitti came online and chatted with me; got me back on track!
Then I came here and read your post and thought "how did she know"! I need to copy it and put it on my forehead. What baby steps I'm seeing is something to celebrate!
I will take it slow and keep doing what works! And who knows, maybe I'll make it to the "success stories". Maybe, heck, "I'm going to be one"!