I want my Monkey and Sheep Back

[beepee]

25, I can. I think about it everyday and I know I can be happy without him. I just need to keep thinking about what makes me happy and actually do it. Since its been 2 months, I still think I need more time to make those changes and to be ok without having him in my life. I know I can do it, I want nothing but to be happy within.

Mac, you always make me feel better!! you really do! *BIG HUGS*

journaling..

So I decided to create a Facebook page (under beepee) and see all the people who've been such a huge help to me (what a good looking bunch you all are!!). Didn't want any of this to be attached to my real FB page as I don't want X to ever find out that I'm doing this, not now anyway.

So i'm feeling much better now. Listening to lots of music and none of the sad sappy stuff that reminds me of X. Talking to friends online, and trying to stay happy!