Waiting More Than a Dozen Years

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I left him.

It was the most stupid thing I've ever done.

4 years later, I'm still really sad about it.

I have great adventures now, my whole life is an adventure and I have a great sex life whenever I want it, my career has just gone from strength to strength ... but it's lonely being free my friend.

I miss my husband, my friend, my mentor, my (at times infrequent) lover.

I have a couple of questions about this. I haven't tried to search through your previous posts and you may have answered this before.

Question 1: Knowing what you knew then, was it the best choice you could have made with the information and view you had at the the time?

Question 2: Knowing what you know now, would you do it again? Or would you choose a different path?

Looking forward to you reply.