WAW - Very confused and devastated - pt 11

[confusedinpa]

I'm really not sure if I can forgive what she did. The emails that they exchanged were very graphic/detailed and made me want to puke. In it, was very much what she did and said when we first dated and fell in love. She kept professing her love to this guy and this guy did the same. About 2 weeks ago, it looked like he stopped responding, which is about the time she started being nice to be again. Bad part of it, is that she started chatting with another guy on match during that time as well and even on Sunday (after our good Sat nite conversation) she had "winked" at a few other guys.

In retrospec it was dumb of me to text the waitress pic and saying she wanted to say goodnite to the boys since they were asking for her. It really blew up into this confrontation. I had really wanted to blindside her like she did me.

Now that she has changed all her passwords, at least I won't be wasting any more time learning about things that I already new. She is a pig that is absolutely disgusting. She is not the woman I married.

She is going to be a very expensive babysitter for my boys. I just wish I could fire her, but my lawyer says I can't.

Absolutely disgusting....

I think I've now detached.