Yep GIMA, that's why I posted here first, I need to digest it for what is, and not what I want it to be.

My first reaction was she just 'blinked' but that puts me back into wondering what she is doing, waiting to react to her, etc.

I have not replied yet, but since I had taken a day from work for tomorrow, I am going to reply that since the meeting is canceled, I need to come to work.

I need to proceed on my plan for working on me, doing what I need to do, what I want to do, and continue....

M: 41
STBXW: 41
D: 9
Bomb: 4/26/09

On board the D train now..

"Suffering is when we try to change what we cannot."