I'm not letting it get to me as much, but just to share the bat-sh*t crazy behavior that I am dealing with. The W just called to chat paying bills and ask me about a recent paycheck. She joked and was playful.

THIS is why I called my thread UPS & DOWNS! The last conversation we had was her telling me she's filing, she will NEVER commit to me, she needs to follow her path, I will go insane if I stay here any longer, and finished with "Fine! I'll die here unhappy! I'm not going anywhere!"

I think that I am going to wake up and find that I am not really me, but a man in a padded room somewhere. If I'm not already, I'm headed there.


Me: 35
W: 31
S:9
M: 10 years
Together 13
MySitch - Ups & Downs
She moved out the day before Thanksgiving 2009, over 13 months post-bomb.