[quote}I wish I didn't think all of the time about my H but I do. I just don't get why the NO contact thing at all! He said he would contact our D last Monday and still nothing at all.[/quote]

Been there doing that wink to the first part. It just doesn't worry me today.

Lost - don't fret about it. Find something else to do. Anything to take your mind of H. I know it's hard but the strangest of things will crop up. Invites, movies - anything. You may not feel like doing them but just do.

H is another pillock in a daze. There is no knowing the answer to "why". He doesn't himself.

You just keep loving yourself and your D. THAT's the important thing right now.

Hugs Lost!

Mac