And check out the meds you are taking b/c the AD you are on, can cause those symptoms. Just a thought.
You need to be busier in your head and heart, meaning doing things that you care about. That feel better than the misery. And if you keep looking backwards, imagine trying to walk backwards. Of course you'll stumble b/c you won't see where you are going; b/c you keep looking at what might have been or what you thought was, OR what mistakes you think you made or he made or whatever....pointless now, truly.
Move forward. Please. You have to. You are wasting so much time obsessing about what you have no control over. Try not to do that. Really.
J-
M: 57 H: 60 M: 35 yrs S30,D28,D19 H off to Alaska 2006 Recon 7/07- 8/08 *2016* X = "ALASKA 2.0" GROUND HOG DAY I File D 10/16 OW DIV 2/26/2018 X marries OW 5/2016
