To put it simply, he's treating you like a vibrator. He's got two hands, let him use them.
Use lost whatever "connection" you had with him because it's become all about sex to him. There's no emotion. To him, you're nothing more than a blow up doll. I'm glad you're putting your foot down, but stop with the showers together and f*cking. I use the term f*ck because that's what you're doing. It's not ML.
He has no respect for you and because of your lifestyle, he feels he can get it from someone else which scares the hell out of you. Take a step back and look at your sitch from the outside. Are you the person you want to be?
Put your foot down, preferably on your H's @$$ and get your RESPECT back.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
