Hey Orich Just checking in on you man. how is everything going? Remember man, always be strong even in the face of unsurmountable adversity. That is the only way you will survive. Every second that goes by that you feel there is no hope, every day that goes by that you feel the world is coming down on you like a pile of rabid monkeys, remember that you got up the next day and lived your life. Only you can make you happy. Not your wife not your kids. No one but you. Stop waiting for things to happen and make them happen. How you say? Everything you are doing is right except one thing. Trying to figure out what is in your wife's head. That is a useless endeavor. Believe me, i know it and everyone here knows it. Do whatever you have to do to empty those feeling. YOu have been keeping them in locked tight and have not released them. There is something to be said about releasing those emotions on something. It is exhausting carrying around not only your pain, but your wife's pain too. One at a time my friend. One at a time.
