Well, kids at in-laws, and W was out last night, said she's be in late. Was alone in the house. Thought about things I could go out and do, but I was so exhausted I stayed home and read.
Realized that I was waiting for her to get home, just to have a few words so it would hurt less. Yeah, there's a part of me that was hoping she'd "snap out of it".
Well, so I went to bed, was in bed when she got home. Didn't talk much to her this morning, a few words about the kids - didn't ask how her night was.
