I do have the retro. I am falling back on my deacon training. Truly. I have dug out some old prayers, and plan on taking a trip very soon to the seminary where I used to feel God's presence very strongly. I guess she is just waiting for retro herself. I don't know why i expected anything from her. Once I got that text message where she showed doubt on her conviction, I put too much into that. I have to back off again and surprise her with plans I am making.
Me-40 W-41 Together-10 M-8 S-6 S-4 Bomb 5/08 Bomb 10/08 Thought things were better, was wrong. Still living together Wife doesn't think she will ever love me again.
