Quote: Now you have it; look for the positives! Makes you all soft inside! Deb
never denied that there are some pretty great qualities that h does posses...trouble is the fact that the extra good stuff isn't consistant therefore that "soft inside" feeling doesn't stick around for long...more of a "why the heck can't you be like this more often" feeling.
when h does "try" to go the extra like he has this week (ie. playing cards, suggesting renting a movie, cudling on the couch, doing the dishes etc.) I am left to wonder "why now" "how long will it last this time".
going out tonight with some of my friends..h is welcome to join but I think he's opting out #1 he didn't find a sitter #2 I think he likes to just stay home. we are going to take the kids apple picking this afternoon when he gets in from work and maybe get lost in the corn maize wich seems to be becoming an anual event for us (though I am sad to say that we started it while h was involved with ow before I knew about her) and then tommorow he's going to the pat's game. hopefully the two nights apart will not break the good cycle but I'll keep a positive attitude either way.
