Hey Kev, I'm sorry to hear about the new developments w/your W. That must have felt horrible seeing her like you did. Bravo, for not overreacting & for keeping your cool in such a difficult situation. Even though, it's not the DB way, sometimes having the R talk & finding out where you stand is for the best.
I feel the same way you do. Am lonely at times & want someone to share my feeling with. My heart is still very guarded though. Take the time to deal with these new feelings. It does get easier.
Stay strong!
Me39, XH45 Kids 3 dogs, 2 cats Divorced 6/4/09 Tricky thing is not how you live, but how you live with yourself. (POTC)