Hey..we are old timers here...I agree with KAW, I doubt sometimes that I don't belong anymore..but after being gone for a week, I got withdrawl symptons!!! I missed the friendship and compassion that I feel here..Am I lonely or what? Not really, it is just that we have been here for all the bad days and the good.
You have come a long way...but I do hear that something is not right or at least not as right as you would like. Maybe some time away from here will help you sort it a little better....if you decide to leave for good..I will sure miss you, but understand...you have been an inspiration to me..made me realize alot of things about myself.
About the hugs...my h used to come up from behind and hug me among othere things..touch me.. in the car..at the movies..and I took it all for granted..used to even get ticked at times.........oh how I wish I could have half of that back now...so anyone out there...don't take for granted the little things..if your s is not that kind of person find the little things that they do and enjoy.
