Been really depressed and weepy today! My hormones are a big factor I think......

Had a few communications with H. All nice and supportive. Met with the bankruptcy lawyer to sign papers for my Chapter 7. All is just great! So, if we can be so "amicable" and supportive of each other in getting a D, why can't we use that same care to try to save our M!!!??? I just don't get it! cry

I am doing all the "right" things. GAL, PMA..... It doesn't seem to help. I miss my H. I will always love him. Why doesn't he love me!!!!??

H is coming over on Saturday to do some work on the house. He even asked me to call D24 and ask her to bring over GD, which is a little unusual for him. He is making an effort I can see...... trying to do the right thing...... But he still doesn't want the M...... doesn't want me....... And when I talk to him I am happy and upbeat and positive and supportive of the D........and all the while, my heart is breaking.

TJ

Me45,H49
D24,S18
M26,T28
Bomb 3/19/08
Sep 6/23/08
EA/PA with Secretary 2007-8
3/2009 H moved in w/OW2
7/2009 Let him go w/Love.
8/2009 Legally Sep'd