Hmmmm...seems like a little earlier in the thread you were complaining about more. What'll be? If the only problem is that you wish it never happened, then you just have to get over it. But you have said it goes beyond that because you have admitted had he not walked away, you probably would have. Don't sweep your problems under the rug. They will still be there.
IMP
ok IMP,
push my buttons will ya!!
sure there are things about this r that don't thrill me...prime example being h's low libido...
ok so maybe that's the biggest one and feeds resentment into other areas.
I want things to get better...wish that h's work didn't drain him at different times.
Wish that he were a bit more open..or rather wish that he were a bit more opinionated about life but he has always had a roll with the punches sort of attitude anyway so why should I now expect different.
We are getting along seemingly better but there are times when though I am enjoying the friendship I'd like a bit more romance...but then h hasn't really been romantic since well since the wooing stages of dating.
I guess I just yern for him to walk up behind me and put his arms around me but then h was never that man anyway so how can I expect instant change.
I just wish that all of this crap didn't happen because it does make it much harder to deal with the "normal" down times in a relationship.
