let me ask you a question though...how many 30 year old stay at home mothers of two kids not yet of school age do you know that are completely thrilled with their lives at the moment???
any mother knows that parenting is stressful and tiring..especially those early years...and lonely??? yup why do you think so many mothers get into scrapbooking or some other thing like that? it's an exuse to get together with other mothers at least once a month. Why do I choose not to do that kind of stuff??? cause I'm just not all that interested..instead I started the book group.
So then add to the typical stress and lonliness that an at home mom feels the fact that h did have an a even if "just" an ea...left for a while suggesting d and how would you expect that woman to feel?????
We just celebrated our 6th anniversary a weekend away without the kids. It was nice...I was a bit dissapointed with a few things but those things were my own expectations so I tried not to let them get me to down (I thought our anniversary would be a good time for h to ask me to wear my rings again but it didn't happen).
We had a nice few days away and in h's words...are trying to keep the ball rolling now that we are home.
last night I had a training session with the ambulance co. I knew that the sox were on at 10 so suggested that h "nap" on the couch til I got home and then I'd wake him and we could watch it. So we finnished a game of cards from the night before and watched the game (I fell asleep at the top of the 11th).
Things are going well...no complaints here other than I wish all this never happend!!
