K4D Rising #4

[K4D]

On the way to the pool D7 asks me why I am sad. I didn't say anything. Then she says she knows why. I just looked at her. She said it is because you miss mommy and you don't want a D. Then she said that mommy told her that we just disagree on everything. I said we don't disagree on everything, just some things. I told her I love her and we got into the pool. We had a good time in there. She played with other kids and then I pulled her around the pool some while she was sitting on a tube.

We had a good time together. These kids read things very well. For that reason alone I have to make sure I show no signs of my feelings around them even if I am quiet.

One lady I know pointed out that I radiate weakness and that it is obvious that I have no confidence when I walk in the room. I didn't realize I radiated that so much. She said I have to change that. She said right now I have nothing to offer until I start building confidence in myself.

Tomorrow is a new day.

Pathological?

Kevin