K4D Rising #4

[K4D]

25 and everyone else,

I will have a bit more free time tomorrow. I will get it done tomorrow. Should I tell W I am doing it or just do it? I would think she would want to be part of that decision.

I spent a few minutes with her again tonight. Another not so great night. I didn't put the legos together tonight.

Me and D7 had dinner with W tonight at subway. While we were eating dinner, I said football season is starting. W said ya and she is already part of 2 football fanstasy leagues. I just rolled my eyes. That is something we did together. Then W said we need to discuss school supplies and school clothes and how we want to work that out. I said ya, that will be so much fun working all of that out. W then told me about the trips she and the girls will be taking with her new vehicle she is getting.

Then we went to W's house to get some stuff. D7 grabbed W's breast and I went to pull away D7's hand. Well, W thought I was going for her breast and got mad at me. I explained that I was going for D7's hand to remove it after W had told her not to grab it.

Then came OPEN MOUTH, INSERT FOOT. I said so what anyways, you are my W. I said I love you to her as I started walking out. She said get out. I sent back a text saying sorry, this is just frusturating sometimes.

Me and D7 came back and went swimming tonight. Tomorrow D7 is with W again so I will be going to AA again tomorrow night. I did not want to leave D7 in a room there by herself tonight. Once D11 is back, I will be more comfortable leaving them in there together with something to do. This is a pretty decent sized group of AA people.

I also went and talked to my priest tonight. I told him all about Saturday night. He thought it was good that I am going to AA. He also thinks it is good that I am staying on my studying catholic books and that with me and the girls converting that with time it could help W also. He told me W is looking for stability. He said with time she will see that in me if I stay on track. He said she may also be looking for some other additional things on top of stability. He said to pray that God bestows graces on her. He said she still has to be willing to accept them. He also said that I could ask my guardian angel to tell her guardian angel to talk to her. We chatted a little bit about angels. That is actually the next section we are getting into next week.

He said that Padre Pio spoke to angels all the time. I will have to read up on him. I know my dad has mentioned him before.

D7 asked where I was tonight. I said a C appointment. She asked when her and D11 were going to be able to go to C again. I said do you want to. She said yes. I said ok. I will make it happen.

I will just go to AA and put them in C. I can't also go to C, and AA, and my priest and have them in C. Its to much at one time and the cost is going to be a bit much for C for them and me with everything going to the deductible for a while.

Kevin