"I really dont know if I could get over it."

Start by not saying crap like that.

Just think, oh well, life's too short. I have my health, my kids who love me and that's all that matters.

One day at a time my friend. Prayers to you.

M-43 W-40
2D - 9 and 5

Emotion, yet peace.
Ignorance, yet knowledge.
Passion, yet serenity.
Chaos, yet harmony.
Death, yet a new life.

RECONCILED AND WISER