Well things are the same old same old way again. We are arguing all the time about petty stuff like money, chores, kids, dogs, and whatever else comes up.
He was mad at me this weekend cuz I went out with friends, which he knew about, and I did not get home until after midnight. I had seen that he had called but due to me being a bit drunk, I did not pay attention to what time his last call came in. I guess is was around midnight. Anyway, i choose to wait and call him in the morning instead of that late. I got a call about 12:45 a.m. He was mad that I had not called him back.
We ended up fighting. What's new there? I have been upset since then. I don't feel like we are getting anywhere. We are going to the MC on Monday but I am wondering if it is all for nothing. He chnages for a bit then ends up the same old mean person.
Today we fought about money. He told me that I had to buy all the hay this winter for the horses and that after the money that we put up for the gas company is gone then he will not pay for it anymore. I can pay for all of this he says. Well ain't that great!!! maybe I can play the immature game too and tell him to bring his own toilet paper, towles, food, and such with him cuz he isn't going to use what I paid for. Or tell him he can't use any electricity cuz I pay for it. Don't watch TV cuz I pay for it.
This is soooooooooooooo stupid!! I think I am in a slump right now. Feeling down about everything and not sure what to make of it. I am not eating again, I am not sleeping much again. And with the new medical condition that I am dealing with, I don't know weather that is to blame or my M.
I am just a bit depressed. Don't mind me rambling.
Me-31 Him-28 D1-9 D2-6 Married 5-06 Seperated 12-07 He filed 1-08 Reconciled 4-08 D dropped 7-08 Bomb dropped about H's activities outside the marriage 4-21-09 Filed for D 4-28-09 Trying to make a go of it 6-09
