well I had a decent day and ended it with a visit at my parents. Both of whom love my husband, but see his personality clearly.. even they are now suggesting that I give up and move on with my life. But then I come home and read some wonderful posts and I so want to try and wait this out. Is it MLC or are we just not meant to be together??

I did realze that I am ok.. I am not Bipolar, as I was beginning to wonder with the change of emotions daily, hourly.. and sometimes even more often.. I am seeing that it is just my mind trying to get a grip and some control over what I am going thru.
Again thanks to reading some wonderful posts on DB!

One day at a time...


M - 45 1st marriage H - 45 2nd M -T - 14 yrs M - 13 yrs
S - due to job location since 1/08
B - 7/6/2009 EA revealed -9/3/2009 began 6/09 E/A end 9/09
piercing: since 10/09 long distance