OK - thank you. That's good feedback. I never know when these interactions will come up and keep trying to get better from the inside out so that I don't sound scripted, but true. I will start meditating on the "I feel much stronger now," so that my words, thoughts and actions will truly reflect that strength. My Coach also told me today to seek out laughter as a healing method before interactions with Wife as that is a great way to let my true strength shine.
Puppy - my dysfunction started when I was 12 and my dad killed himself as I was in puberty. I used the feel good of another person a woman and sex as a healing balm and struggle with abandonment issues. This separation is touching both of those weaknesses, i.e. I have to feel good about myself without Wife and without sex.
