Yes, it was very hard, but I found it a bit liberating like I was taking a little bit of myself back almost like a bit of independence.
Haven't had the where are we going to live talk yet, really have to do that - tonight, will do it tonight, have to be strong.
H comes home last night, talking like nothing is wrong, but still sits on the other side of the sofa, it is really weird to be in the same house with your H and not have any physical or emotional connection with that person after so many years of doing so.
Oh well, time to start getting ready for another day at work, running on auto pilot at present. Thinking about taking myself to the movies tonight, never gone on my own before, that will be a big thing to do.
