gm gave a parallel response to the one I was preparing for you.
You are way too verbal with him and his crap. And while you say that you can turn the spiggot off on asking him stuff in the future and it is really going to take a solid and determined concerted effort on your part to do this ..cuz the don't care part is debatable at best. It would seem this would be way too early in the process of this crap for you to be entirely able to be done with caring. Remember I know you. And it is only natural that you do still care cuz you are not the one is is completely out of touch and f'ing deranged. And we are oh so happy to have a blindy who is cool and caring. But choose to place it on the right people who can accept it for the gift that it is and be glad for it. I think you get the picture.
glad to hear of the spontaneous smile this AM. sometimes it is so foreign and we try to fight it off as it beging to settle over us. very bazaar human behavior. Trust me I know.
May you be blessed with peace and smiles and lots of K time
