"My value (in my mind) was dependent upon others bestowing it upon me instead of just inherent." You just described me in this one sentence...
I don't feel value most especially since this started, I guess because I always looked to him to value me and I need to shift my focus and see where my value comes from...
The letter sounds like a good idea so I will do that tonight...
I am not sure what I am looking for but hoping it will come to me..
"If your H doesn't love who you are, then do you really want to be with him? Is it worth compromising what you want for your life in order to keep him?"
The answer to that is no....I just need to figure out who the real me is and what I want out of my life for myself and no one else.
Thank you for all your words of wisdom - I truly appreciate them
May All Who Seek To Take My Life Be Put To Shame And Confusion; May All Who Desire My Ruin Be Turned Back In Disgrace. ~Psalm 40:14~
