Dropping the rope has been hard. I wonder sometimes how long if ever it will take for her to pick it up. I guess that is when I should expect to see some change in her. I am very tired of the lonlieness. I have tried to spend time with family and friends but feel that it is beginning to be too much. I am not going to go out dating or anything like that. For me I am married and regardless of the current situation am still going to be faithful to my wife. Comming here from time to time helps with the quiet times. I just ask myself every day how much longer this will need to go on. Getting harder but still RTQ
Me 34 WAW 34 S 3 D 1 Marr. 7 Tog. 8 Bomb 04/11/2009 Left 04/13/2009
