Thank you for your words of wisdom...I needed the kick on the butt
I will be honest...The thing that most worries me is that by acting like that he will think I am "done" with him and us and then there won't be a chance for our marriage...
That is why I have such a hard time I think with all the DBing and the 180's and the GAL...Showing him I don't need him and he in turn has the FT sitting there "needing" him so why would he choose me?
I am doing better then I was when I first got on here but I still have the fear of losing him based on my reactions to him...That sounds stupid I know but it is what I feel.
May All Who Seek To Take My Life Be Put To Shame And Confusion; May All Who Desire My Ruin Be Turned Back In Disgrace. ~Psalm 40:14~
