WAW - Very confused and devastated - pt 11

[Deep]

Been reading your sitch. I feel your pain. I feel your sense of betrayal. I really do. And I know what you mean about being in the office and feeling this way.

It was different and yet so similar for me. And for days, I gave in to weakness and nobody knew that the protein shaker I was sipping from all day at the office was vodka, not water. Not that you should even think about that - It was weak and stupid. But back then, I just needed to get through each stomach churning minute of each hour of each day.

I don't have words to add other than I'll add my prayers alongside all the others here ...